What's happening ar? Can someone tell me ? What make me disappointed and sad the most was him. Seriously DISAPPOINTED ! Why do we always argue-ing because of someone else who didn't mean anything to us? Why iszit her ? Why? Why? Why? Am I that bad enough? Am I that bad until you need to find other girl to cheer you up? Is she better than me ? Iszit I can't do anything to make you happy anymore ? Am I mean nothing to you? A lot question pop up in my mind right now. Those question I can answer to cheer my self up anymore. Before this I tell my self is not like what I think but now I don't dare to give my self hope anymore. Sorry.In this second he was at outdoor having his steak dinner with his family while I was staying at home to blog all my expression. Those thing you have done to me finally I have seen by today. This ain't the first time not second even not third time. You really hurt me this time. I forgive you everytime but sorry not for this time. I have been tired for all this kind of shit. To you you'll think that is not a big deal even I gotten wrong but for girls don't think so ! You think if I did this to you what will you feel ? Maybe you will feel hmm not a ig deal cause you did that to me. Haiz speechless la.
I text you today that I said I want to couple with you until end of this month first then only see weather want to continue our relationship anot. I really don't know. Don't know. I need something to cheer me up in this month. I really don't know should I forgive you this time. You know my behaviour, you know what I need, you know what I want, you know what I will do. Please do something to make me stay I really don't have confident on us.
I REALLY DO LOVE YOU A LOT but why you want to hurt me so bad. I really dislike this kind of feeling.
Can we be like this in the future? I hope that.
Chow ! Nothing to say. No mood.
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