Different way.

I can't stand my feeling anymore. No one can talk with me and no one understand. I really can't stand it the only way is to talk all my feeling here. No even him know my feeling. OKAY ! we choose different way, we have different opinion then now I don't know we should continue our relationship or just break up. He choose to stay on this work I choose to leave on this work because my opinion was I can't accept I come out work then I need to paid for the lost of stock. I repeat again "NO" no matter how many times I say and repeat I straightly will say NO ! You can say I am gnarly but I still say NO. That what I wan to say.

Since we both choose in a different way then I think we should end our relationship just like that. If you ask me am I willing to let go just like that and my answer is NO. But I don't think we still can manage our relationship both of us live in a different way having different lifestyle compare to now. Do you still remember what day is today ? Is our 1 year and 8 month anniversary so we just end it because of work ? Is that easy to tear us apart ? I don't know wtf have YW tell you this afternoon but I am sure you will stand for them because you think what they say was right compare to what I say. Do you think I will spoil you future ? DO you think I don't wan you to work in a better company?DO you think I don't want you to have a lot a lot money ? Outside have more and more chances waiting for us maybe you don't think so. I know what you think is you will say if I don't work here where should I go ? We work here more than a years then how much money do you gain to save in your account ? This you should be more know more than me. Why would you hear what other people say rather than your own gf ?Am I that wan you bad? I just wan you but you couldn't know it. Nvm is okay. I have nothing to say anymore.

Is all depend on you. Bye.