Only one word can describe my feeling now. How I should I say? Erm... My fault? I made a wrong decision at first? Should I say it that way? Hooooo... Super down right now. Not The first time I have this feeling. Okay I feel sucks of my job I feel worst at my relationship. I could not accept both in the same time. My job I wanted to quit long time ago why why and why? Because I don't feel it is really suitable for me even now or after. Yeah they did nothing on me but why I feel it sucks on my job? IT always is not right for me I DON"T LIKE IT AT ALL. Moreover, every month gonna deduct my salary for adjustment? No cctv, no guard so who gonna take care of it ? They say we gonna take care of it. But my job was a sales person so I should do both job but you just paid me a single job salary. GOOD JOB ! I should stop on that.
Okay my relationship? One word I work hard on it but I don't get what I wan. WHY, WHY AND WHY ? Why do I have to work same job as him? because I want to have a good communication with him and more time on us. Why do I have to do that? Simply because I love him but why can't I simply get back a little love from him? When I'm in the worst of my job he told me he not gonna follow me he want to stay at this job. What's on his mind now ? Anyone can tell me. More and more I just can't understand him. Did he ever think about our future before? Me? Yes I did ! I wan to marry him and have our own house but what about him? If I leave on my job and he stay we probably could not meet each other anymore. Why? he off on weekdays and I off on weekend. DO u still think we still can manage our relationship compare to now we meet each other everyday? I don't think so. Why when I need you the most you leave me away? I failed on my job I have no one to talk about my feeling not even you. I just need you to support me but why it turns out lik dat?
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