The day without him~

Another day without him by my side.
Actually i ady get use to it.
But somehow i really miss him a lot!
<3

The day before he went to college for orientation he had present me a cuteeee dolphin.
Thanks baby! <3
Yesterday was his first day for orientation.
I really worry bout him so much.
He just slept for a few hours and need to wake up early in da morning.
And he told me he get bite by those mosquito.
Esh.
I got da feeling wan kill da mosquito from biting him!
Haha.
It really disturb him to get sleep well.
^^

By da way i would lik to tell him take care his self while in da college there.
And da dolphin dat he gave me i won't throw it a side.
Dun worry.
Haha.

♥

This fri Beast is coming to Malaysia.
Yeah! I can't wait for this.
Haha.
Anyway i still haven buy da ticket yet.
I think today i will be getting it.
Hope so.

It's so sad to miss a person who means a lot to you. But it is sweeter to know that the same person tells you not to be sad because he misses you too.
I always counting down the days until i can see u once again.

Sad day! :(

Having a bad mood.

Cause me to think alot these two days.

While i'm thinking my tears start droping out from my eyes.

I felt da pain out from da bottom of my heart.

Seriously i did not noe wat i have done will cause so many problems.

I'm sorry!

You tell me how u felt about me with my action.

I felt i'm wrong.

I noe i'm wrong seriously.

I did not blaming u.

I'm blaming my self y am i so stupid.

Yesterday u went to my hse just to see me.

You told me u went to c me cause u noe i'm not feeling well with my stomach n da blue black of my leg.

I'm happy u came to c me.

Even u came to c me just in a short time i already happy enough.

Sorry that i treating u so cold yesterday.

Maybe my stomach cause me like dat.

I noe non sense rite?

I know!

No matter how many times i said sorry to u still cannot cure yr pain.

Actually last nite i call u is becoz i wan u to happy back.

But at last u is da one hu talk to me da most and u tell me how u feel.

I just listen to what u said n stay silence.

I cried while u telling me how u felt about me.

I keep calling my self not so cry but everytime i try to but it comes failure.

I'm really useless.

You gave me wat i want but i did not give u wat u want.

This is da point we argue about.

I really understand wat u want.

But u keep saying me i dun understand.

I REALLY UNDERSTAND!

I REALLY DO!

No point i promise u give u wat u want becoz i noe u won't believe it anymore.

Huih i'm really tired of this.

I dun wan to argue bout this topic anymore.

N u told me that i have change.

Did i really have change?!

For me i dun think i have change.

Seriously no!

I still remain da same ~

I hope there's no more problem between us after this problem have settle.

I really hope we can stay happy dis while we were together in moment.

Livia still care bout YOU!



P:s/ I LOVE YOU!